"oh no my best friend was replaced by a evil demon shadow monster"
"argh i am the evil shadow monster demon shadow"
Vip is pronounced "Beep" nostalgic realtime nitroid let's play playlist
i've realized how empty and vacant everything feels in my life and the world and whatnot and how apathetic i've become in regards to that
i'm reaching a point where i compulsively look at pornography and act extremely horny in public spaces online to feel good
i've tried to cut back on twitter but i still feel dreadful
my friends tell me to look for a psych that better fits me as my current one doesnt challenge me at all or help me work on my feelings and i'm really not in the mood for that shit because God, i'll probably spend a upwards of a year or more looking for one if they're all like my current state appointed one that can only see me once or twice a month
i also feel like my friends also have less time to talk to me which, i dont want to push myself onto them but i still feel ignored
my rpgs are my coping method basically
I'd have been home another hour ago if the spare keys the shop has aren't 100% wrong and don't even fit in the ignition
guhhh
Finally made it home a while ago since the warehouse did have a backup key but for some reason it wasn't included with what is supposed to be the official backup keys to my truck that for some reason include keys to a different brand truck
rena wrote:
KobaBeach wrote: ↑3 years ago
i had a depression spell earlier in the evening the day before yesterday and i also didnt sleep so