I'm here to apologize

[apology]

*sigh*

Yes, I am the carol "hacker", and honestly, I feel fucking abysmal. I'm apologizing because I don't want to be known as the worst person ever in the SMW hacking community. I'm sorry, I can't put it blunter than that. I would kill myself before I would repeat my actions. I'm a mess of a person, and I can never make up for what I've done. But the best I can do is the only thing I can do, apologize. Carol, if you're reading this, I'm a shitty person and I hope you don't take what I've done seriously.

Oh yeah, and if you're wondering why I did it. Well, I'm simply a very shallow person. I'm bipolar, I feel like shit 90% of the time. I have an unnerving need to feel loved or else I get even more depressed. And ever since I was introduced to the SMW hacking world, I've been really good at it. But I always feel like nobody's going to like what I do, and I can't/couldn't convince myself to do so. I know carol is the most respected person in the SMW hacking community, so I thought if I extorted carol (since he hasn't posted in a long time) by hacking him, maybe people would view my works from a different angle. I signed up for JUMP and SMWCP2 because I'm a very skilled coder, I almost could compare myself to carol himself.

But I know what I did was terrible, and I feel ashamed. I don't care if you share this, but please don't hate me for my actions. I hope you understand. I'll never come back here again, never imitate carol again, none of it. Just please accept my apology.

[Aposke]

[Leet]

carol isn't really the most respected person in the smwhacking community, though. yes, he can program impressive things, but his design ideas for both bosses and levels are not so great. he's specialized, basically.

If you are good at hacking, just do your best and if it's actually impressive, some people will notice. Not sure why you didn't just sign up for the collabs as yourself, since you'd be putting your work in a more popular hack than any solo hacks some random new guy would create, so you'd get recognition for that. No need to lie if your stuff's good.

[Jesuiscontent]

I'm very glad you posted this actually

Welcome to the talkhaus, apology

[apology]

By the way, to Nin3DS, the reason why I PMed you while still pretending to be carol, was out of pure embarrassment. You can keep the blog however. Thank you so much for editing out my IP address btw.

[Ashan]

I don't even know what's going on here.

[S.N.N.]

who the hell is carol

[AUS]

nobody cares about nor knows what you're talking about
what is this drama
welcome to the haas.

[Bwarch]

nobody cares about nor knows what you're talking about
what is this drama
welcome to the haas.

Oy. Don't assume that just because you don't know about goings on nobody else does.

[AUS]

im an american
i do what i must because i can

[Aposke]

No you're an ignorant shitposter

Look who's talking.